If you've been following my on social media you’ll know I have been deep in a very human experience. Emotions are running free, lots of shadow stuff and I’ve felt ungrounded and out of alignment. I also just read that October from a Numerology perspective is all about partnerships and balance (YEP!) and it is also a preview into our personal year of 2018 (a master number 11). Shit! I am praying the rest of the month is more harmonious and peaceful as I don't think I could hack a whole year of this!
What I'm laying down to you today is really pretty simple, but seemingly easy to forget...
In these days of spiritual activation and awakening, high fives for remembering who you are and for doing your devotional practices and rituals...
Gold star for surrendering your old stuff to the fires of purification and dedicating your life to service on our beautiful Gaia....
Hats off to you for having crystal clear intentions to EMBODY the new energies and birth the New Earth in the NOW...
BUT please remember something...
Be a good human.
The word "good" is kind of wrong but you know what I mean.
Act in love and compassion.
Live from the heart.
Acknowledge that on this journey of human-ing there will be times when you get angry and sad and speak badly to others and then regret the nasty words.
We can only do our best.
And considering we are multidimensional beings currently made manifest in physical form right now our best is extremely magical.
No pressure dear human (he he).
In all seriousness please hold yourself in the same love and compassion you offer others as goodness knows this human-ing is not for the feint hearted!
In my process of unravelling, I have managed to uncover a few jewels amidst the tears and rage... and I been querying my ability to walk my talk.
Do I really live this EMBODIED life that I speak of so much?
For me EMBODIMENT is what my entire earth walk is about.
To be the bridge between spirit and matter.
To be the channel for the star codes, new energies, love light frequency to anchor into our beloved Gaia.
To live my full MULTIDIMENSIONAL nature in this human form in the here and now.
Knowing that by marrying my Spirit and Body together I can live my gifts in this life and create a ripple of activation with my resonance (that I see as a field of rainbow light frequency). Infusing the earth plane with the magic of the Multiverse and assisting in the anchoring of "Heaven on Earth".
This is what yoga is all about (from my perspective) although it is not always taught in this way. All this reawakening the body wisdom, purifying, focusing our awareness and opening ourselves to experience ourselves beyond the veils of illusion is our highest service work… by this I mean calling all of our dimensional abilities (12 and above) to participate in this human life. KA-BAM! This is what it feels like to live our Divine nature as the Gods and Goddesses we are walking in human form on the earth.
Imagine a whole planet of beings fully awake to who we are, infusing every moment of life with this our crystalline vibration? Imagine how fast our reality would shift then! WOWSERS! It might be idealistic but this is the vision that I am holding in my heart for our planet and this is the why I continue to do the work I do.
This is a BIG path to walk and, specifically in this week of falling apart, I have acknowledged in all my human-ness I am not always embodying my vision. It is as if I can begin to feel this integration on an energetic and bigger picture level as I commune with my Higher Self and "Energetic Team" often BUT then I zoom back into the earth plane where I am getting down and dirty as a human and I question whether or not I am truly holding the light, compassion and unconditional love as I participate in relationships, in family units and all the goodness of life.
I have to say EMBODIMENT and this spiritual path are way easier when walking solo. Specifically as there is no one to call you out on your shit and force you to fully participate in a human way (if that makes sense). It's easy to priestess when sitting in one's private temple space, attuned to Spirit and the Goddess and doing our ceremonies, devotional practices and rituals. But then throw in some relationship bumps, group dynamics, a baby and no sleep for a year and things get pretty raw and real!
Can we really live this frequency when the shit hits the fan? When we are asked to enter into a situation that triggers us and makes us contract so far that we want to leave this earth realm? Or can we EMBODY the love light unconditionally?
Big questions I know but I feel they need to be spoken as an act of accountability for all of us.
Self love is another thing that has come up for me as I feel as if we have been working so hard to love ourselves and remove the programming that said it was wrong for us to do so... but have we gone so far that we now spiritually bypass situations that make us feel too much discomfort all in the name of self love and preservation? For example - "I can't be in that place because the energy is just too negative and it's not good for my field" or "I had to cut that person from my life because they were not serving me".
I agree wholeheartedly in pulling out our sword of truth and lovingly cutting through illusion but I am also being reminded that this path is also about continuing to EMBODY the frequencies of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, COMPASSION in all moments. If we knew how powerful we truly are we (and believed it) we would have no trouble in holding the space in all situations - even when the big solar flares hit us, we feel ascension symptoms and the fluctuations of the harmonic resonance of our planet knock us off balance. When we are truly in alignment do these external factors really need to affect us so much? This does not mean you can't feel sad, or have wild moments of release - hell no - this is all the fun part of being human but please remember the bigger multidimensional YOU in the process.
Balance is key as we dance with these new energies and remember how to integrate the fullness of who we are in this physical body.
As I continue to navigate these murky waters I offer myself compassion. I plug myself into the earth and stars, I drop into my heart and I breathe love light into every cell of my being, amplifying my field with the energy of love and compassion. Sometimes I don't feel it as I am pissed off and emotional so I fake it til I make it. These energies are so strong they will eventually transmute the lower frequencies. Taking the eagle view of the situation helps too.
I put all labels of Priestess and Light worker aside and just try to be a good human. This is my practice.
I love you... x